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Wow... [28 Nov 2007|12:49pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I haven't used this thing in ages. I don't like posting blogs on myspace...everyone seems to check those. So much has been going on. I feel like my thoughts are about to overflow through my eye-balls. I have stopped sleeping completely, because I can't shut my mind off. I don't know what is wrong with me. I over think everything it seems. I can't make simple decisions, I have to pounder it at least for an hour. And when I do make quick decisions I spend an hour or so re-thinking that decision. I am totally fucked up. Half the time my mind wondering does not make any sense or have any real purpose. I just can't make it stop and that is driving me crazy. Life has been crazy though as of late. This semester is wrapping up and the holidays are quickly approaching, which means that work is going to be insane, which then means that I will be pushed close to the edge of ripping someones head off. I'm really not a violent person, my bark is much bigger than my bite. 

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[15 Aug 2005|08:45am]
[ mood | awake ]

So, my birthday was actually a pretty good one. Jason took me to the pirate adventure dinner and I got picked to be part of the show. All I really had to do was wave a flag when our pirates name was called. It was just really nice to have a night by ourselves...he made me feel really special.
I have to go back to work today and I really don't want to. It has been so nice having four days off. It's only a five hour shift though, so it should not be so bad. I have to go the gym after work and after seeing who I am working with today...it will be a good way of releasing some frustration.

Katherine

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Happy birthday to me:/ [11 Aug 2005|11:19pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

It was a good birthday today...for the most part. I took my car in to get an oil change and then my dad and I spent the whole day at universal and it was so much fun. We didn't get home in time to pick up my car, so I am carless till tomorrow morning. Jason made a birthday cake for me and dropped it off last night...he hasnt called me today yet to wish me a happy birthday. He still has about an hour to still do that...cause I'm kinda bumming that he hasnt. Overall it was a good day.

Katherine

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[02 Aug 2005|01:31pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

All the moving is done...thank god. All that really had to be done last night was cleaning and taking trash to the dumpster. Jason is kind of sad because we could not find his cat. He was supposed to wake up early today and see if the cat came home last night...I really hope that the cat came home. I better go get ready for work.

Katherine


P.S. Only 9 more days till my birthday.

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[01 Aug 2005|09:25am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I feel so horrible right now. I was supposed to help Jason finish moving last night when he got off of work, but when 9 rolled around I just ended up passing out. I woke up around 10:30 and he still hadn't called me, so I figured he was still at work. My phone rang at 11:30 and he asked me if I was asleep and when I answered yes he told me to call him when I got off of work today. I didn't mean to fall asleep and I feel bad, because he is supposed to be out of his house today. I wish I could call off of work today and help him, but I can't. Anyways, shit hit the fan at work yesterday and I think it is going to be crazy today. Joanna just walked out of work yesterday,she left a nasty note to the store manager and left. So, I can only imagine what today is going to be like. I hope they don't take it out on me because she is my friend...that is just how some people are who work there. Speaking of work...I better go and get ready.

Katherine

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Moving is the worst! [27 Jul 2005|02:24pm]
[ mood | moody ]

I never, ever want to move again. I have been helping Jason move the last couple of days and I never realized how stressful moving really is. Moving in the summer sucks major asshole as well...I am still hot and my ice cold shower didn't really help. I work the next nine days straight, so if anyone wants some free starbucks come by and see me. Oh, and I finally saw Charlie and the chocolate factory and Johnny Depp was amazing as always...I love him. Ok, I need to go and run some errands.

Katherine


15 days till my birthday!!!

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Tonight... [18 Jul 2005|09:03am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

is going to be so kick ass at work. I close with Ana and Tasha, two of the most rockin people that work there. I hope it is a calm night...I don't think I can handle another shift like yesterdays. After working at panera as a manager for 4 years and now being at starbucks(not as a manager though)...I am almost over the public. School is starting soon, so I wont have to work every day like I am now. The best part of today is after work I get to see Jason. We both have tomorrow off and I cant wait to spend the day with him. Ok, off to work out...blah.

Katherine

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[17 Jul 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Work sucked the big one today! The morning started off slow, but as soon as 9am hit, there was a line to the door. I was backed up on drinks and people seemed to be in a pissy mood today. I made this one drink and called it out, this lady came up and asked me what the drink was. I re-peated it to her and she grabbed the drink. I had two pitcher of milk steaming, so it was loud and there were a million people in the store, which made it even louder. The lady who took the drink was still standing there, so I asked if she was waiting on another drink, she then asked me what the drink was that she was holding in her hand. I told her it was a double tall mocha. Then she asked me again what the drink was and I told her again. She asked me the same fucking question 5 more times, till the point when she asked me the final time I was like, "yes, it's a double tall mocha!". The lady went completely psycho and stared screaming and causing a scene...I felt like jumping over the counter and stabbing her in her face. I really, really, really hate people sometimes. Don't ask me the same fucking question over and over again and then get upset when I am annoyed with you. I really need to find a job that does not involve serving people that suck.

Katherine

P.S. Sorry for the bitch fest.

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I don't hate life so much now. [17 Jun 2005|07:55am]
[ mood | working ]

This week has been extremely good. I've really needed that though, because the previous weeks have not. Today is my day off and I have so much to do. I wish it was pay day...it would be nice to have a little more money.
Joanna comes back into the country this weekend and I cant wait to have her back at work. Work is ok, but if she get's another job...I don't know if I am going to want to stay. I really don't want to have to go back to panera, but if that does happen, then I might go to a different store. I really don't want to work at waterford anymore...life has been so much more pleasant without the drama.

Katherine

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I HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW! [03 Jun 2005|04:38pm]
[ mood | worried ]

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Katherine

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Blah [20 May 2005|08:37am]
[ mood | stressed ]

I don't feel very well today. I was supposed to work 10:30am-7:00pm, but I really need to study, so Joanna found someone to cover the end of my shift. I just hope that they show up for the end of my shift(paronoid much?)...I guess I am just stressing out over this test. I hate to give up hours, because I am finally getting eight hour days, but after today I will work any shift, any time. Ok, I guess I should get in the shower and start getting ready for work.

Katherine

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Starbucks = awesome [13 May 2005|12:42pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

I love pay day and I love tips as well. I must say that our customers are pretty awesome when it comes to tipping:) I got a 100% on my first snap-shot too(it's when a secret shopper comes in and see's if the store is clean and all product is made to standards). I have only been working for starbucks a little over three months and I really do like it. There are some partners that I am not to keen on, but the good over throws the bad. The manager is awesome! He is always cracking jokes and making work fun. He's a big goof ball, which I like. I haven't really had any bad customer experiences, until yesterday, but the lady was ridiculous anyway. She made me re-make her drink 5 times and then called me retarded when I made it how she told me each time. Luckily Josh, the supervisor on duty at the time, heard her say that and kindly asked her to leave. So, all in all I like it so much better than panera...words really cant describe.
But, I am going to go and enjoy my day off. Later!

Katherine ♥

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[11 May 2005|07:47pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

This weekend was a little nuts. Saturday, Jason's room-mate had this huge party. They had 4 dj's and almost 200 people crammed into their house(not at one time, but throughout the night). I didn't really feel like partying, so I hid myself away in Jason's room and tried to sleep. Jason came in and out to keep me company and drunk people would occasionlly stumble into the room thinking it was the bathroom. Jason invited his lame ass friend Ryan, who I can't stand. I wish he would just disappear....ahhh, blah. I don't even want to get started on him. Anyway, the party went on until 7am and I felt really bad for the neighbors.
Sunday I don't even remember. I think I slept most of the day?
Monday Jason and I went to his parents house and I met his uncle and aunt, who seemed really nice. They invited us to visit them any time. Afterwords we went to sports town with Jill and played a game of pool and then headed home to go to sleep. Jason skipped school on Tuesday and we spent most of the day sleeping. It felt great to do nothing all day. I needed the sleep, because I sure haven't been getting the sleep that I need. I have been so tired lately and I just feel drained all the time. Speaking of sleep...I think I just might go to bed right now...tomorrow is going to be a long day.

Katherine ♥

P.S. I know I = lame:(

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[03 May 2005|08:38am]
[ mood | groggy ]

I didn't get to go to the beach on saturday and I must admit that I was pretty upset at Jason about that, but I have gotten over that. We ended up going over to a friends house and swimming in their pool and then going fishing. But, we did go to typhoon lagoon on Sunday, even though it was over-cast most of the day. It was a good time, I had a lot of fun. Jason lost his wallet their and didn't even realize it until we were half way home. We turned around and went back, but no one had turned in his wallet. He was so upset, because his rent money was in there. Yesterday he received a call though saying that his wallet had been turned in, but all the money had been taken out. I am just glad that he got his wallet back...I'll pay his rent...that isn't a big deal.
I met Jason's grandmother yesterday and she seemed like a nice lady. I was just excited to see his parents, because we haven't been over to visit them in such a long time. Last night was a good night and that makes today a good day as well.

Katherine ♥

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Well... [26 Apr 2005|01:18pm]
[ mood | drained ]

it was supposed to be my day off, but they fired this annoying kid and needed the shift covered. And it's not like I didn't need the hours, but I have enjoyed being lazy. I need to get over that because school starts tonight and I can't get into lazy mode. Anyway, I am going to take a nap before class.

Katherine♥

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[22 Apr 2005|08:15pm]
[ mood | full ]

I don't wanna go back to work in two days. I have enjoyed not working very much. I almost forgot what it was like to actually have three days off in a row. I haven't done much, but that is the best part. I've caught up on a lot of lost sleep...except this morning when I was woken up at 7am by my mom, when I had gone to bed at 2am. I get to see Jason when he gets off of work and he is going to make me dinner...yummy. Tomorrow I am meeting Joanna at the beach, because she and a bunch of people are camping there tonight. Then tomorrow night we are going on a casino cruise ship...I hope I don't lose to much money. Bye!

Katherine

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[13 Apr 2005|10:02am]
[ mood | giddy ]

Next week is going to be awesome! I only work two days and Joe is coming into town from Colorado. So, that means I have time to hang out with him and Lily. My pay-check is going to be horrible, but I can always pick up shifts. Anyway, I must go and get ready for work.

Katherine

P.S. Thanks Justin for coming in to see me at work the other day. Sorry that I didnt really have a chance to chat with you:(

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[10 Apr 2005|11:50am]
[ mood | hungry ]

1. Sunburns = peeling, which = suck-ass!!!!
2. Justin you better come visit me today at work you whore.
3. I am soooooooo hungry...I cant wait till I get off of work. That way my boyfrind can make me some dinner.
4. Tomorrow is my day off and I am going to sleep in...finally.

Katherine

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[09 Apr 2005|03:29pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

My boyfriend is the best! When I was leaving for work yesterday morning, I saw a bunch of roses on my car. He had put them there the night before, because he knew I had a crappy day at work. He told me he hoped it made me feel better. He made my whole day yesterday. Nothing could have ruined my day. Plus, I knew I was going to spend the evening with Jason. Anyway, I need to get ready for work.

Katherine

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woah baby [06 Apr 2005|03:24pm]
[ mood | hot ]

I finally did it! I cut off all my hair...it is super short and dark brown now. I love it more than I thought I would. Joanna convinced me to cut it and I didnt want to at first, but I figured why not, it will grown back. Jason and I went to the beach as well and we are both very red. Jason is mr. grumpy pants because of his sun-burn, but I bought him aloe, so he should be happy now. OK, off to make dinner.

Katherine

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